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For Him I live...For Him I Will Die

Today has been an amazing day, as usual.  I thank God for everything He has done, everything He is doing, and everything He is going to do.  I really thank God for giving me an uncommonly, peaceful spirit.  The peace that God gives me is what keeps me focused, it gives me understanding, and it gives me the desire to pray for others.  I love everyone.  I pray for everyone.  Even those that make a great effort to bring me down, and attack my spirituality.  My blog yesterday and my Facebook post, truly opened up a  can of worms.  It's really something how people are so instantaneously offended when you voice your opinion about homosexuality.  But, they are receptive and understanding to the people who are Atheists.  People speak negatively about God, they attack one's spirituality, and the Christian world actually take it with a grain of salt, as if its nothing.  But, the minute you say ANYTHING about gay's that is not supportive of their lifestyle, you are crucified.  Is it me, or is there something wrong with that picture?  I have come to the conclusion that the picture is very clear, there is really nothing wrong with it, God's word is proving itself to be true.  We are living in the last days, and until people take the time to know God for themselves, this type of confusion will grow and spread like the plague.  People are not recognizing what is happening.  They see it happening, but are very accepting of it.  When your personal relationship with God is not strong and spiritual, you will fall prey to all of the tricks of the enemy.  When you stand for nothing, you will fall for anything.  I stand for God, my spirituality, and I will endure until the end.  For Him I live, and for Him I will die.  That day is a lot closer than most of us think.  Living, loving, and loving some more.   carry on

The Sodom and Gamorrah of the 21st Century

Today, just like most of my days, has been a day of distractions, attractions, trials, and triumphs.  As I grow each day, I do take the time to think about many things.  I am observant, inquisitive, out spoken, and  fierce in all that I pursue.  I must say, I am not, and will not become accustomed to the very many outwardly disrespectful so called people of God.  It is known that God is a God of love and forgiveness. He is not a God that takes lightly to people taking advantage of His word, or twisting His word to justify their own actions.  It is true that God can speak to and through whomever He pleases and whomever is receptive to His voice.  But, just because you KNOW the word, does not eliminate your accountability to LIVE the word.  When much is known, much is required.  This brings me to the point of my aggravation.  I viewed a clip of the Lexi Show.  Lexi interviewed an openly gay couple who are pastoring a church in Atlanta , Georgia.  The Pastor is a Bishop, and his partner is referred to as the First Gentleman.  Really? We are all aware that there is one unforgivable sin, but homosexuality is not a sin, it is an abomination.  There is a difference.  The reaping is different, and it takes a much greater spiritual effort to be delivered from such a thing.   Let's not confuse what it means to sin, what it means to ask for forgiveness, and what it means to continue to do what we are doing with no remorse.  I am not homophobic, I have friends and family who are gay, but just as a liar needs to sincerely ask for forgiveness, so does homosexuals.  Accept who you are, for the time being, but recognize when you need to bind and rebuke your own spirits.  I love  everyone.  Regardless of their race, religion, or sexual orientation.  But, just because the world has become so accepting of so many sins, does not mean that God is.  God is the same God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.  Are we becoming the Sodom and Gamorrah of the 21st century?  Watch the clip below, and decide for yourself.  Living, loving, and loving some more.  carry on

Take Time to See...ME

Great morning! Thanking God for my life, health, and strength. Even though I'm trying to catch a cold. It would be nice if the cold would run a little faster. I had an awesome evening last night and I had a very informative conversation with a good friend. Looking forward to this evenings festivities. It's so nice to see that everyone is not all about negativity, and there are truly a lot of good people out there, specifically single BLACK men. Not understanding the issue that so many woman are having. God has Blessed me with many options. Confusing sometimes, but I still have options, good ones. For starters, if we can move beyond the stereotypes, maybe we can see each other for who we truly are. I honestly believe that excess baggage from previous relationships is the main reason why people can not see the good in each other. I don't like being stereotyped, and I am sure you do not either. Think about it. Living, loving, and loving some more. carry on

Love Yourself, You are YOUnique

One of the most important things that anyone can accomplish, is to love you first.  We are all given an individualized gift from God that makes us who we are, individuals.  The significance of this is that no one else is like YOU.  The parts that you like about yourself,  and the parts that you dislike about yourself is what makes you YOUnique.  Love yourself for who you are.  But, you must embrace who you are before you can come to this self loving status.  You are a child of God.  Whether you accept it, live it, or walk in it.  This is who you are and who you were created to be.  Knowing that God loves you, no matter what, should be motivation enough for you to love yourself.  Living your life trying to be like someone else, or patterning yourself after someone else can be a lonely way of existence.  It is normal to envy others, but when that envy turns into jealousy, it can be dangerous.  Obsessions are the main reason why so many people basically loses it.  I love myself.  I am not obsessed with me or anyone else.  I have no desire to be anyone other than who I am.  I couldn't even imagine having such a twisted desire.  The good parts of me are accepted by so many, but the AMAZING parts of me are embraced, and in some instances, coveted by some.  I love myself with everything in me.  This self absorbed love, if you want to call it that, is radiated and shared with the people I love.  Loving on a level that I love is not common.  I acknowledge and accept that.  So, when I do not receive the same level of love in return, I am not surprised.  My gifts are my gifts.  My talents are my talents.  God designed them specifically for me.  God made me unique.  I love that about Him.  He is the maker of all, and the finisher of everything.  Do not spend another day trying to be something that you are not.  You can only be you, and no one can be you better than you.  Love yourself, for I love myself.  I also love...you.  Living, loving, and loving some more.   carry on

My Boundaries, My Choice

It kills me how  men say that they want a good woman.  A woman that has not been passed around from man to man.  A woman with boundaries, and most importantly standards.  But, when men find that woman, they allow their egos to get the best of them.  I have a very flirtatious personality, I admit to that.  It is because I love people and I love to make people smile.  Specifically, black men.  I am flattered by the positive compliments and attention I receive from adoring men.  But, that does not mean that I am promiscuous.  It does not mean that I sleep with every man that I hang out with, or that desires me.  I have boundaries, and I live within them.  I do not "make out" with a man unless I am comfortable with allowing it to go further.  Because of this, I have been called a tease, stuck up, and even a lesbian.  My morals and my values are mine.  I do not, and will not change them for anyone.  Real men embrace this personality characteristic, and they respect it.  They strive to be that one that I will choose.  At the end of the day, allowing just anyone to enter my body is not something that I will do.  God has given me the understanding of the complications that this kind of behavior can bring.  My spirituality is the most important thing to me.  If I do not connect with your spirit, I will not allow your seed to come anywhere near my...SPIRIT.  I know who I want, and HE wants me.  I know who I love, and HE loves me.  Looking forward to an amazing life with this man.  It has been a long time coming!   Living, loving, and loving some more.   carry on

Struggling!

I must say, change and moving forward is a lot harder than I thought it would be.  I am mentally prepared for the move.  My mind is ready to grow.  But, my past keeps coming back.  I am leaving some things and people behind because I feel that is what's best for me.  But, those things and those people do not want to be my past.  They want to be my past, my present, and my future.  Decisions, decisions.  This is certainly putting me in a place of indecisiveness.  I want to do better, I want to be better.  I want to love and be loved in return.  This is a priority for me right now.  So, when I look at things from that perspective, no matter how tempting, there are some things that can no longer be the object of my affection.  Jesus is my strength, my motivation, my everything.  But, even He will allow me to make my own choices.  I know what I want.  I know who I want.  But, is he what I am supposed to have?  A little confused right now, but I am continuously praying for clarity.  What God has for me is for me.  That is my power surge.  Surging forward is what I will do.  Either you are with me or not.  If you choose not to come, you will be...left behind.   I want you, now you need to do what you need to do to have me, and keep me.  Living, loving, and loving some more.   carry on